walk away

I am soo tired, so tired from all these crap. I just want to be alone, and be who I want to be! Everyone around me is soo pretentious, and they are so judgmental. I just want all these to stop.

I've decided that I am going to what I do best. walk away from it all, just like that. I don't know how I do it, but the older I get, the more I become very detached to the people around me. It is so easy for me to make friends and hang out with a group of people or even someone everyday for a period of time, but it is even easier for me to do the exact opposite; walk away with no strings attached. I think I am becoming a robot. No one but myself matters anymore. I am staring at the world go by in my safety bubble, not letting anyone close enough to be in the same bubble as I am in. It's selfish of me, but there are not many people that I can really get along, and these are the people who know the real me. If I have to describe myself, I see myself as compassionate, passionate, understanding and so full of love. I just haven't found the right person to express my true self to. (although I did, I just decided to painstakingly let him go for his own good)

so what do I do, if the differences between myself and the people around me cannot be overcome? I walk away, and I leave them to carry on with their own business. Life is too short to be trying to please everyone.