Is this how things end? You wake up one day and you let a part of you slip by, just like that?

I knew exactly what was going through his mind and I could predict his next move, words, thoughts and every nuances possible. I made a very practical and rational decision of letting go and I felt every single words of mine stabbed his heart and tore him apart. I couldn't say a word, because nothing I say would change the ending, and nothing I say would truly reflect the way I felt or thought about him. How do you tell someone that you care so much to leave and disappear from your life? It's double betrayal; betrayal to my feelings and betrayal to his feelings.

I watched a part of me walked out of the door and I felt every single tear of mine burnt my cheeks. I cried my heart out. Every single tear was shed for him, for all the good and memorable times that I had to let go, for the bond between us that I broke, and for everything that he had done for me selflessly.

I watched the rain fall onto the streets from my living room and I wondered what he was doing and how he felt, and I wanted so much to hold him and be held. Unfortunately, it is the best thing to do for the both of us. You have to do what you have to do before you can do what you want to do.